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Tuesday, 30 June 2009
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WHOA ITS BEEN A WHILE
Wow. It has been a whileee dudeeee. Kay. Here's some stuffs.
What Time Does That Broken Clock Read?
I feel out of place.
Everywhere seems so strange.
I don't really know where I am.
Everything seems so surreal.
I'm looking everywhere;
every hiding spot.
This game seems wrong.
And every time I just find you.
I don't want to leave
but I'm not allowed to stay.
Aren't you scared?
Aren't you afraid
of what's beneath the sheets?
How will you ever make it alive?
I want to go home.
I feel so sick.
There's no where better than by your side.
But everything seems so surreal.
Everywhere seems so strange now.
I just want to go home.
Maybe I'll stick around this one time,
just to see you smile.
Maybe I'll stick around this one time,
just to feel myself die.
There won't be enough times
where you'll touch base
on what is wrong
and what is right.
But that's okay.
I'll wait.
I'll wait.
Destruction
You've got it coming to you.
Step off.
How do I even associate
myself with you?
This feels wrong.
This feels so wrong.
This pedestal is not worth it.
I'd rather be at the bottom
getting stepped on.
I know what should be done.
So much fucking destruction.
I can't do anything to prevent it.
I only wish I was the person
to make you regret everything.
You've hurt so many people.
I'm trying to explain what's wrong
but everything is disposable.
I hope you'll soon know how it feels.
Step off.
Step off.
I hope you roam this earth eternally.
I hope you never rest in peace.
Ideological State Apparatus
I can walk one step forward.
But I'll always end up ten steps back.
I just want so much pleasure.
What a disgrace.
Alone.
I feel so alone.
I only want pleasure.
But I'm so alone.
Just so far away.
I wish to reflect your destruction.
But my organs will not allow.
I'm under the spell of my own mind.
And here I must stay.
And here I must stay.
Could you believe what I've done?
Would my actions fit your descriptions?
Would my thoughts fit your ideas of me?
Did you really believe my rouse?
Its really beautiful outside
with the dark clouds
covering the sky.
I hope someone
shoots all the ships
out of the sky.
I hope nothing
makes it out
of this world
alive.
Love always,
Jeremy
Friday, 01 May 2009
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Ohboy. New stuffz.
A Mile Up From The Bottom
Every morning I wake up
and try to rinse myself
of all my mistakes and regrets.
But it never seems to work.
And I never should have left.
But I just couldn't shake the feeling
that I was only brainwashing.
I was keeping you from who you were
and what you were meant to be.
I'm only doing what
I think is best for you
because all I want
is for you to have
your happiness again.
And this just goes to show
that all guys suck.
None of them are different.
And I guess you were wrong
to ever say that I was.
I'm a terrible person.
I'm a terrible person.
I'm a terrible person.
I'm a terrible person.
I was always afraid of leaving
and yet I threw myself off that cliff.
And now, I'm afraid I'll never find
another person to keep me from
throwing myself off again.
The future looks so bright for you
now that my ghost is gone.
And I just want to wish you
the best of luck.
And I just want to wish you
the best of fucking luck.
I hope you find what you're looking for.
I hope you find that perfect love.
I hope you find what you're looking for.
I hope you find that perfect life.
Love always,
Jeremy.
Saturday, 18 April 2009
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HOLY Shiznit. New stuff.
Haha. This is gonna be good. Find the hidden message.
The King Of Rats
Fascist scum.
Your secrecy will not be tolerated.
You are the downfall of us all.
This will lead to worldwide darkness.
Why would you do this?
Power is a infinite addiction.
The only way to intervene is death.
The shadow of the New World Order.
Global enslavement. Colossal deficit.
Be prepared.
You are criminals.
They're not gonna stop.
Oppressive regimes cannot
have this kind of strength.
You are laughing in our face
with your tyrannical secrets.
The oligarchs will be shut down.
You will not ensue global genocide.
Your plan will crumble.
You shall fail.
You are the puppet.
You are the Trojan horse.
You are the Vampire.
We will shatter your rouse.
We will shatter your disguise.
Be fucking prepared.
Your campaign is a fallacy.
Your behavior is a disgrace.
Lies. Lies. Lies. Lies.
The Apple Amongst Oranges
Every mother fucking person
on this God damn planet,
is the fucking same.
You are all worth nothing.
Like that last one?
Haha.
Love always,
Jeremy
Monday, 13 April 2009
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Yeahyeahyeanewstufff!
The Masquerade
Who the hell are you?
What are you trying to achieve?
Make up your mind.
Where's your constant?
You've got a list going.
This isn't a God damn masquerade.
Disguises won't help you.
That's not how you get in.
After I stood by and watched
you mold into something new,
it made me sick.
This is all just a game.
Nothing is serious to you.
The architects redesign
and rebuild you every day.
And its never the same.
Who are you?
I don't see anything.
I see a million different people
in front of my eyes.
You don't need to put on a play
to fit in.
Never again shall I believe.
Your masks won't fool me.
You're a fucking act.
Love always,
Jeremy
Wednesday, 08 April 2009
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Yay more newewewewewew.
Yay! I'm getting back into the track of writing more stuff. I'm thinking of revising more of my stupid writing. Iunno yet. I'll have to look through all my things.
One Thousand Armistices
Its all a fucking game.
And there is nothing left.
I tried my hardest to build an empire.
But I was amongst traitors.
Walk away.
Turn your back.
Reject this.
Kill me.
Forget everything.
Bury it six feet into the ground.
Forget everything.
Exercise your freedoms of betrayal.
I will never become any of you.
Drift slowly backwards into nothing
after you started out as something.
Start from the beginning all over again.
Relive the process until you get it right.
And now I look back
and I won this war.
I've got what it takes
to be a real friend.
Lets rewrite history
and forget.
Jus Primae Noctis
Kick me while I'm down again.
Drag me through the dirt.
Your shadow even frightens me.
I'm all alone again.
But I'm standing here
with my insides a wreck.
And I know its my time.
I can do this.
I'm here to create a path
of safety and justice.
I know what I'm doing is right.
I will triumph over your shadow.
This lust for power shall no long exist.
You are the crimes will not be tolerated.
I will over come these villains.
No one shall have power over me.
And I will stand my ground.
I will keep my strength to fight.
But I will no become you.
This power will not go to my head.
I will work the balance of a righteous man.
I have overcome these villains.
I will always be above you.
Here's a revised piece. Its the same title if you want to go peruse through my old stuff and read the old one. You'll find it somewhere.
Can I Just Get One Coffee Break?
In this constant state of agony,
I think I would look better hanging from the ceiling.
I'd add a nice touch of death to the room
that everyone needs to see.
Day in day out, I'm wound up like a machine.
You don't see what's really going on.
But there's a monster inside.
Pulling out my hair.
The walls are closing in.
There's no calm moments.
Everything is sinking.
I'm a fucking maniac.
Break these patterns and run.
Break these patterns and run.
I feel tied to my habits.
I can't shake loose, this feeling of uncertainty.
Like somethings gone terribly wrong.
Make this noose of a microphone cord.
My lucks down the drain.
Kick out the stool.
What's a conversation with yourself
without the different personality?
I'll show you all what is like to be me.
You won't last a fucking day.
Love always,
Jeremy
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